You could say I kept most beliefs inside, held them till it killed me. What was kept did not cause suicide, most of y'all just didnt feel me. Yes I've entertained the possibilities of what could be wrong in this life of ours; how generational curses could be holding us back, from stretching our life so far. Or if there's a spiritual world surrounding us by demons, creating a fear too tough to conquer, gaining access inside of our lives, making us become the monsters. These are psychological things and we can be seen as a devil; who roams, seeking whomever he may devour. May eyes believe more than they see, before that final hour.. May your thoughts rearrange, scaring you half to death...where you finally believe in a higher power. Harder to explain the occurrences, easier to understand, if you do your research and finally realize your not the only one occupying this land. I wont be ridiculed, I'll be gone before they do. Though many came before me, many still haven't changed their point of view. Whether we choose not to see, we still live amongst the unseen; angelic and demonic forces that will never leave us be. Come out of hiding, great minds yes, awake from your slumber. I'm appalled at the time that wasn't taken to just sit around and wonder.. about yourself and others, and how the souls that dwell within could be filled with heavenly light or darkened by worldly sin.