Have you considered being a *** worker? You have a body. I know you never sleep there, spend less time breathing than associating with your own ribcage. You're an actress no script, just a character summary.
Limp, age 12, non-verbal marionette. Snaps her strings when forced to dance. Clings to the ceiling tiles, like the shadows she hallucinates. Let's the puppet fall numb under strangers. Ragdoll to be used for kindling.
When you play your part You'll inherit enough money to afford a studio apartment in Washington, or Las Vegas; anywhere with men paid large enough salary to afford your vacant body, three phone plans, a hotel room for you to stay awake in Listening to dull thuds against your wrongfully warm corpse Invited hoping the stinging could form tendons adhere together like rubber bands Snap you back into your skin. You cling helpless to the ceiling tiles Watch the ragdoll make mistakes.
"Have you considered being a *** worker?" A homeless woman asked me, *"Unoccupied bodies should start charging rent. Let a man who can afford it pay for utilities. You might be homeless but you won't be wasted space".