Clear, gushing currents make their way through moss- y boulders; frosts chilly fingers past broken shores. My toes kiss dancing pebbles, where the water lusts for land. Accosted by the water’s eager pull, my feet explore the slickness. The cold attacking pure white limbs as I extend and press into the ebb. The river moves to grab my shivering leg, threatening with seductive ease to rip me past the surface, into dark, aggressive depths. Anchored only by tingling toes, I’ll fall if tiring muscles fail. Breathing, standing, I feel the aching rush of currents. Then a simple slap from a passing trout condemns me to the murk that’s crying past. Stop. Endure the numbness. My body deserves to drown, for letting curious limbs betray. I dream one day, I’ll delve past new and pulsing streams to a shore with both legs firmly planted, closed, and clean.
When our curiosity takes us to depths we weren't anticipating, and we blame ourselves for the pain that comes. But in the end it's the mistakes that make the desired future possible.