i'm sorry for the way i am
for the way i speak
for the way i act
for the way i shut you out
for the way i dream of a different life
for the way i held my bag at the front door and almost ran last night
for the way i cover my mouth in the shower and late at night
for the way i scream at myself when you think i'm smiling
for the way i disappointing you
for the way i cant do a thing right
for the way i want to die
for the way i want to leave
for the way i walk
talk
breath
speak
listen
touch
feel
sound
live...

im sorry for being me...