To see the light of memory reduced to but a wisp of smoke to hear the burning candle at the end of its wick extinguish itself in a hiss, is to experience for but a moment ancient death performing its work anew.
"I cannot see, I cannot see!" says the soul of its diminishing diminished light. "Illuminate me, O God, make me to shine like the light in a child's eyes, allow me to walk again along the edge of creeping darkness, like a carefree youth no longer afraid of the dark. But I'm still afraid, Oh so afraid that if you close my eyes this once I will not return to burn with sight again for the fire that now fades and hisses is but ancient death performing its work anew rendering a disserve to my being by reducing the light of memory in the hearts of each succeeding generation."
Published in a different format in RESPONSE XVI:4 (Winter 1990), p. 81 Yahrzeit is the anniversary of a family member's death at which time a "yahrzeit candle" is lit which burns 24 hours during the annual yahrzeit period.