There are many days when I wish that like Joshua, I too could make the sun stand still, and there are many nights when I wish to do the same with the moon to allow us subtle darkness just a little while longer, and there are many times when my voice is only its own echo....
You say, that like a fossil which went through its changes at an earlier time, that now I too am changing. I am no longer like wet cement where the things which I'm to remember are inscribed like someone's initials upon the wet surface, but that I am more like the things I've forgotten those things which distress me--- crabgrass and weeds growing up through the cracks in the face of my soul.