I couldn’t help it
It wasn’t an intent or even a prospect
There wasn’t a Eureka moment
Or even a great speculation
It happened
With no preparation
No apparent occasion
And no way to faze it
I can’t bring myself to fade it
Because not once in my life span have I sustained this
But your making me wanna change it
Like ocean waves always crashing
I collapsed and fell
I may have hit a few rocks
Because I can’t swim back up
I try and I try
cause I know you don’t want to pull me back up
That you’d rather let me sink
Until I end up drowning
Cause you don’t feel I do
You don’t kiss like I do
You don’t love like I do
And finally
You won’t swim like I will