Why?
Why do I fell the need to tell people about how depressed I am?
Why do I even need to tell them? Shouldn't they notice?
If they care so much, why do I need to point out how depressed I am for them to notice?
I know it gets irritating for them. I understand because I get irritated at it too.
I don't want to.
I don't want to feel the need to point out simple things that could be noticed in a single observation.