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Aug 2016
It kinda feels unreal
Confusing; I don’t know what to feel
I can’t believe it; it’s so strange
It’s different; everything’s changed
I never imagined this summer could be like this
I never imagined I would feel my first real kiss

A lot of things were difficult
I had to act in ways that weren’t my typical
That made me find a new me
But at the time, it didn’t make me any free
A felt locked; I felt scared
People wanted me to speak but I never dared

You see... the only person I wanted to talk with
The only person I wanted to share with
The only one I felt I could trust most
The only one I ever felt as close...
‘s you... but you’re gone
So I had to go on alone

An’ somehow... I made a step ahead
You know what happened?... I don’t feel dead
Actually, I feel more alive now
Good things happened and I don’t even know how
But I don’t care ‘cause I’mma take the risk and smile
‘ll do anything to keep it, and not only for a while
‘cause I want to taste more
‘cause I like the feeling to love... and be loved back (; not like before)
I like to be hold tight throughout the night
An’ hoping no one would turn on the light

Having someone defending me...
How can I not feel happy?

It’s amazing to have what I’ve got
‘n’ I like it; I like it a lot
Ellie Sora
Written by
Ellie Sora  Bulgaria
(Bulgaria)   
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