It kinda feels unreal Confusing; I don’t know what to feel I can’t believe it; it’s so strange It’s different; everything’s changed I never imagined this summer could be like this I never imagined I would feel my first real kiss
A lot of things were difficult I had to act in ways that weren’t my typical That made me find a new me But at the time, it didn’t make me any free A felt locked; I felt scared People wanted me to speak but I never dared
You see... the only person I wanted to talk with The only person I wanted to share with The only one I felt I could trust most The only one I ever felt as close... ‘s you... but you’re gone So I had to go on alone
An’ somehow... I made a step ahead You know what happened?... I don’t feel dead Actually, I feel more alive now Good things happened and I don’t even know how But I don’t care ‘cause I’mma take the risk and smile ‘ll do anything to keep it, and not only for a while ‘cause I want to taste more ‘cause I like the feeling to love... and be loved back (; not like before) I like to be hold tight throughout the night An’ hoping no one would turn on the light
Having someone defending me... How can I not feel happy?
It’s amazing to have what I’ve got ‘n’ I like it; I like it a lot