there is no Restart with Her.
there is no button to push,
no story to rewrite,
only tears to cry,
and hugs to hold.

two hearts become one forever more
one stops and so does the other.
every time i speak, you will hear her voice.
every breath i take, i now take for her.
and at night, she is the Mother Nature
to my rainfall of tears.

i wish i could have saved you.
i wish i took the impact.
i wish i took the blame.
i wish you were a wish i never wished.
just a thought,
a speck,
another particle in life.

i'd never been to a funeral.
why was yours my first?

still find myself trying to rewrite things that already happened

you were the apple i always sought but could never hold
forbidden, forbidden fruit,
i will forever feign and fight
to see the brighter side.