I'm sorry for being too analytical, for thinking too deeply about things around. I'm sorry I feel unwanted, I do appreciate your effort, I'm just not used to it. I'm sorry I can't handle myself, I don't know how. I'm sorry if hurt you. Some you deserved and others were just what I was used to.
I'm sorry that for all my wrongs "sorry" is the only thing I can say I'm sorry because I am ashamed. I'm sorry because I am insecure. I'm sorry that I cannot explain myself to you. I'm sorry that you can't understand what I try to tell you so instead I hide. I hide everything because I feel as if no one will get me. No one does. I'm sorry that I still feel hurt when your eyes fill with disappointment because I can't deliver. I'm sorry if I was not what you expected.
This is everything weighing down on me.. Not just one problem but everything. I'm starting to crack, I can't take it. I need someone but I find darkness and the whisper of the wind as I reach out for comfort and guidance. I need my friends back, I need my best friend back. I need my happiness back please.