The pulsars flash in space. Hydrogen bombs explode Sending waves to warm my face Light to make the day An unintended consequence A thought of hope and beauty Warmth on my skin Sparkling pools Reflect old memories Who I was Is not who I am And I can always be better A seeker swimming Barely floating Almost drowning Always getting wetter Stuck in the thick of quick thoughts Rising faster than ocean tides Dancing on the edge of death Barely a breaths distance away from Insight or despair Today I am alive I am alive I am alive ******* it is great To be alive