if you looked in my window you'd see a shattered girl crying you'd see a broken dream dying if you saw in that shattered girl crying you'd see a heartbroken past you'd see an approaching darkness fast if you saw in that dream dying you'd see a thunder storm wail you'd see a shattered girl pale if you looked in my window you'd see memories haunting you'd see dead hopes taunting if you stared at the memories haunting you'd understand why life is scary you'd understand a sliver of burdens i carry if you stared at dead hopes taunting you'd understand my fear you'd understand why i can't live here if you looked in my window you'd see nothing you'd see running if you wondered about the nothing you'd find horrors all your own you'd find yourself dethroned if you wondered about the running you'd find the real reason you'd find yourself charged with treason