I've only ever longed for death
That fatal desire to feel my final breath
No talents,goals or dreams.
Only to see my ****** flow in streams
The feeling of happiness is a place I haven't found.
But to be it feels like it's 6 feet under ground
Friends and lovers come and go.
But this world isn't for me that's what I know.
I've tried once or twice to end the pain.
But now I'm stuck with the feeling of shame
Maybe you could help, maybe I just need a push.
Take your time there is no rush.
To help me succeed would be the greatest thing.
It won't hurt you or leave you with a sting.
Say what you want,say what you must.
Because my knifes getting dull covered in rust.