Be lonely.

Be,
Lonely,

Sit with your thoughts,
Your fears,
If only,
To be lonely,
Meant to be alone,
I wouldn't feel the need,
To sit here as the days grow old,
I can feel so lonely,
I'm a crowded room,
Of broken dreams,
And hopelessness,
Anxiety,
Makes me,
Lonely.

But why?
Do i feel this way,
Because I neglect to let people in,
To touch my heart,
And make me feel less
ALONE
My friend at a distance,
Pushed out of sight,
Because my heart full of pain,
Couldn't win the fight,
A dull roar,
Of whispering demons,
A silence,
That crushes my very being,
If only I could quit being,

Lonely