I am a sick ******* Sweet friend Emotion fiend Seeking stories Wanting your gorgeous pain To hold To harbor The albatross At the arbor Flying to the dying ship That weight around your neck That anchors you to **** That razor blade You want to use to cut it I am a vampire of sorrows ******* up injustice Then spitting these flitting verses Back out like sputum So others can use them To make us all more human Though my wrists cramp with heartbreaks I still write at night by lampshade Sipping small vials of nightshade Hoping to take your pain away And plant posies with all that poison