i wish that someday i'll be a shelf full of items that can't be replaced and not just a dresser full of perfectly good socks that have never been worn.

there exists validation in shoulders to rest on, but there's muscle there that i just never wanted to work for, and i think that's why winter binds me like a vice.

i didn't ask for any of the plants or pretty girls but i am enjoying my time away from the sauna and the microscope accordingly.