My past was real lonely and I felt like a nobody everybody ignores me and treats me like I'm nothing I used to do somthinfng I so deeply regret to myself it was a very deep threat if anyone found out they would laugh and won't care that's why I'm so scared that only two friends actually know my deep despair  I'm so scared of my past it makes me cry every night in sadness I'm scared I'll be the same and nobody will care my past was so lonely and sad and my future will be too cause as the voice in my head keeps on saying nobody cares about you and is all they would do is just laugh at your past and maybe your future ...