Every time I got into that car I dreamed of leaving you Heading South to a new town where no one knew my name Forgetting the pain you were causing me I could have fit everything in that car
I saw you holding her hand downtown In that tiny little city where nothing remained a secret I went back to your house, our home Where you promised me things would change Where we'd be a family
It took less than an hour to get everything out It all fit in that car I took the dog I called my mother, admitted defeat
You didn't call to ask where I was Where I had gone Where the dog went You knew
I headed North A true blessing on the rise With each mile A bigger smile on my face
There was snow on the ground when I got there I drove straight to the beach I dipped my feet in the icy waters I felt nothing I felt everything
I started from scratch In a big city where no one knew my name I began trusting my soul again I fell in love with myself again I didn't hear from you for two years
You called me at midnight On a Tuesday in May To tell me you were marrying her That you were sorry for the pain you caused me How you shifted my life