We’re making movies that no one will see, about things that mean the world to us, at a certain moment in time and space, but that mean less than a rat’s *** to anyone outside our bodies.
We never regret the echo in the large hall, nor the words that OUR scarlett and OUR rhett say to each other during the 126 minutes long director’s cut – their tears are ours, their love, despair and hunger for life will be included in next month’s newsletter.
We’re making movies about those parts of our lives that weren’t played out so well. It’s our way of saying “sorry” or “thank you”.
We’re making movies that some don’t even call “movies” – intimate quantum leaps, inner fights between our bodies and minds. It hurts us, yeah. We’re not (all) made of stone. We, sometimes, get frustrated and don’t even know exactly why.
We wake up in the middle of the night, running the entire dialogue list in our head, sleepwalking through the entire movie, screaming at our non-suspecting sleeping significant other to be quiet and to get out of the frame, “cause we’re ******* making a ******* movie here and every ******* second matters”.
We’re making (silent) movies because we’re tired of all this noise, because that’s the only way we can have some “Aaaaaction” in our lives and some frames to be proud of.
We’re not making movies to prove that the world is wrong nor that we possess the ultimate truth. No. We’re not making movies to prove that the world is beautiful and that we know nothing and that that nothingness should tickle your funny filmic bone. No.
We’re making movies that make the entire world think that there’s something wrong with us, that we can’t relate to our surroundings in a healthy and normal way.
We’re making movies so WE can experience, in the most familiar way, the new wave long shot convention that YOU all hate and diss in the digital environment, as if your lives were made out of fast cut blockbuster shots and not lonely, long walks through a dull park. Good for you, Max!
We’re making movies because we don’t wanna have to explain ourselves, like I’m doing right now.
Reality sometimes needs its own subtitle and.. ****! You know what? The truth is that we’re not making movies. We’re making moves.