My maybe's, synonymous with my
What if's, synonymous with my
— Not my, 'You'.
You, synonymous with my
Heartbreak so permanent, my body felt temporary
Sadness so deep, my Mother noticed
Isolation from flowers and chocolate and candy hearts
You,
Synonymous with
False images of us holding hands
Real images of you holding her hand and me, trying to imagine a world where I was her and you were the you I once loved.