i feel like a bird with 2 broken wings a knife twisted in my heart cutting through my soul's strings broken and shattered with no armour i stand my pieces can't be put together I'm no puzzle or spelling bee letters shattered glass sits on the floor with my reflection torn apart with it like every piece of me lies beneath my feet within my reach but I'm too weak i can't pick up any piece my heart still broken with only stitches to fix i lay down my heart to the broken things list where i had laid my soul once and my thoughts once now my heart belongs there where it hopefully will be repaired im so scared of the life i will have to face im an exploding star turning into a black hole taking the life out of every light like a machine like I'm made of steel and i feel like every time i try to touch the light i consume it , break it and break every inch of me too thats what a super massive black hole would do I'm just like a monster i still feel used my eyes are tired of crying they burn like the fire inside me my tears had run out like the ocean that once ran through me i lay down wishing for help crying out , looking for a friend