She's no longer a part of my life. Can't help wondering if my choice was right. I can't do it anymore. It's affecting me in. Ways you don't know. The pain is too much. I'm no fighter. You may be but I'm not. With me the only way out is suicide. I'm not going back to that alternative ever. Yes goodbyes are forever. But that doesn't mean never. Never again shall we talk because... One day we might both get our **** together. One day maybe our paths will cross. For now we don't associate with each other. It's impossible. Can't happen. Remember I do love you. But nothing more than a friend. Sorry Chick You've got Her anyways. And for some reason I knew this would happen. The world is cruel. I told you I'd be toxic in your life. And look what happened. Unwanted drama. Remember I'm always here for you. That's about it...