Im crying Everyones sees Im in the kitchen Knife in hand Clouds of dust surround me I can smell the scent of musty wood. I can feel the wind tickle my cheek. Im crying Yep. Tears strong enough to drop the new years ball. I have a gift Something that should lift me. But it wont Because im so far down. People come into the kitchen to ask Whats wrong. **I'll blame it on the onions