He is an addict Pain on others he never sought to inflict He was only looking for a way out And this was just another bout Of self hatred and doubt
He took the drugs to ease the pain He took the durgs to ease the strain He took the drugs to try to stay sane In he's place I might have done the same
In the midst of all the carnage You'll find him there spoon and rig As he cooks it down A slight quickened breath is the only sound Eyes wide and bright with the thought of relief With hurried thoughts of release
He thumps his arm to find the vein It's the path straight to the brain With that needle the monsters of the past are slain
But other monsters soon are made They are just a diffrent shade For the candle and the spoon With the needle creates an awful hewn The tracks are laid No one can save There is no way So I just pray I'll never turn my back to a friend Even when his given in