No time to sleep. Too broke to eat. Into my books I start to weep. Said I could be anything: Go out! Go forth! Chase your dreams! Except I **** at calculus, and who the hell is Romulus? I need two jobs to pay the rent; An exponential growth of debt. They say, "go get an internship," but with pre-reqs I'm not equipped. Need to study, everyday-- 'less I throw my whole life away! Volunteer! Try something new! Stop giving me more things to do! I'm up to my knees. My waist. My chin! Not sure if I know how to swim. Will this ordeal ever desist? Or I am going to die like this?