There is a place in you that needs a name but you're an absolute beginner at naming things. Centred in this pathos, I've never known
whether to create stillness or bitter passion. In this, there is a sacrifice, something to see through to the end.
The openness I sometimes extract can break me down. Is it better to find a way to say it? Would it be better to hang for it
or to forget how the fig is fertilised? In its sweetness, to forget the distaste of undermining friendship. I have stretched myself into the past.
I have stretched my body to see the places it could end. Vein bubbles from where it started, wet bloodgasps; sorry smear of a poem
they write your name next to. History repeats, all that's left; neutrality at the cost of a better passion, and the count of how many ribs you have and how many you've lost.
I abuse my fingers and still expect them to carry me through. There's always a way to see trauma as something to crawl into.