As I sit here and do nothing but wonder, how could I let it get this far... I wish I could've just told him how I felt about him still.. maybe im not in love with him, maybe im just in love with the feeling... What if he still loves me...? Do I really want to risk saying I need him back wall he's dating her? Could I ever say I didn't mean any of it and that I hate him? No, I could never hate him... I could never hate you, Brown Eyes.