I'm tired of all the excuses and lies, that you made me believe.
I wish you were out of my life already, but I also wish we just met. but why do you keep giving me hope we'd be together again, then dropping me like a finished cigarette.
I try my best not to look at a text, that comes from your name. Cause ever since you've left me, I can't read them the same.
I just want to let you go, and forget all we had and whatever could've been. I mean, why do you always ask me what could've been when you were the one who broke us apart to begin.
I just can't take much longer of your fake innocence and lies I just wish you'd let me be everyone keeps thinking I'm the wrong one, but you're the one they don't bother to see.
Yet I never cared what others thought, and never will I ever, cause they don't know what it feels like, to lose what you thought you'd have forever.
Because forever and always, was what we always said after our I love you's. but now your happy with another guy, while I'm lost singing the blues. I wish you'd get out of my head so I can finally be free.
Better yet, just put a bullet in my skull, maybe two or three.