undone.
ah ah ah ah.
this linger in my walk is just the unraveling of my skin. I'll undo what has been done.
the eyes of my soul shift and shake when you are near. I hear the same words over and over saying that I should "move on." "it's over" "she's found someone else" "she's gone" "she'll never return even in my dreams because I was the ONE the let her and it's all my fault because I let her go. I let her move on with some other man who was much better and I sit in pity because it was all my fault." she told me she loved someone else when we're together. so. I let her leave to someone much better. they got together not even a week after I told her to leave. it wasn't so much her leaving was the honest pain in me. the pain was how quickly she left.
she was bad to me. she took what was mine and left for the midnight train leaving me on the track waiting to be run over.
i stood up. i walked off. i found me. i found that my love is as valuable as life it self. ghost oh ghost may you be gone forever. my bones may remember the touch because she was the first person to feel my marrow. calcium flows through my veins to build but i find peace in it. all these metaphors in my brain are no match for what my sanity has become.