chilled sheets touch white skin inner turmoil leaks out staining cold with fear
washing machines can't remove the stains of the past but they can sure try
stains tell the story of each person's midnight horrors who says where stains lie?
splattered across sheets are the stains of my nightmares strange; they look like tears
who am I kidding? one night I will cry non-stop and it will be good
tonight's are good tears I am so happy to weep they don't look like stains
my sheets are pretty scattered patterns lie they are beautiful
no more stains for me I see them as beauty marks on my sleep canvas
this is not about denial; it's about overcoming the stigma of mental illness and convincing yourself that you can get better if you want to. It's deciding that mental illness is a part of you, but doesn't define you.