Some days you surface into, and there's no distracting yourself from that irrefutable inevitability that - ultimately - entropy will win. No quantity of authentic artisan coffee or online memes or juicing can pull you out of the black hole gravity of that one truth. The evidence is everywhere: the spiteful confusion of electrical cables your sleep-stupid fingers fumble and fail to untangle; the mold on the bread you swore would keep a few more days; the putrid, burst-open remains of a pink armchair, left to rot in a stranger's front garden; the scavenging army of crows that loiters, waiting for you to die and, in the meantime, walks ****** little footprints around your eyes; the oxidation of so many dreams.
It's inescapable. Might as well root for the winner. Embrace the decay. Take photographs of rust, smashed glass, peeling paint, dead flowers. Learn to love faded colours and the feel of broken things. Catalogue your most interesting scars and mutilations. And, while you can, write poetry.