I was always told that god has a reason for me to be alive. always told that the path I should take will be shown to me to just have faith and wait the time will come but time and time again I've lost my way and time and time again my mind wanders as I walk aimlessly through the world wondering what I have done to have lost my faith but time has shown me that I can't leave God with all the work I am to meet him half way if I am to truly see what God has for me for that is the true meaning of faith.