Even though my soul is torn With gaping holes and edges worn I don't give a **** anymore No longer wanting to settle the score It's been to long My will is gone I lay down my sword, I lay down my shield What's the use in what I wield I only wound myself, that's where my demons hide They're ingrained deep inside For in my brain is where they dwell All I can do is wish them well For in my cranium is a living hell