It's just a cycle, a routine, I get to his house and he starts to yell. He shouts and he calls me names As my tears burn my cheeks. He taunts me for letting myself be bullied in the 4th grade He insults my mother for going through 2 boyfriends in 10 years He leaves the room and gets high And comes back later as angry as ever. He yells some more, Threatens to hit me, Sometimes he does. Then he leaves and comes back later All happy and bubbly and sweet. He apologizes and I accept, although I know I shouldn't. I know I should stand up I know I should take charge I know I should put my foot down, Say "enough is enough" and call my mom, But a part of me chooses not to A part of me feels guilty A part of me feels bad for even considering leaving. I know he can't help it, he snaps so easily. Let me tell you, Living with a drunk bipolar man with anger issues when he smokes *** Is utter hell sometimes
my dad has been emotionally and verbally abusive but i've been too scared to leave and go to my mom's more because he tends to guilt-trip people