I was trying to decide what I liked about you,
10 months ago this sordid affair was birthed from our joined betrayal.
Through it all we both received more pain than pleasure,
Are we both just gluttons for punishment or is there a deeper meaning to it all?
I keep asking myself how long until it is over.. I’m so tired..
Why not walk away with what little pride is left…
It seems the more deplorable you are, the more you are beloved to me..
Let us not kid ourselves though, we both know we are going to be each other’s downfall,
It is only a matter of time, and in our world no one will be spared..
The truth is I love you, because you are ugly on the inside, just like me.