She said he'll be back She said his doing everything for us She said his getting tired serving others just to provide my future She said his a good man And I believe it every day Until one day She said he'll never go back I get sad and asked her why She answered me and said his busy serving others So I went into our roof and put on my blanket on my neck and tight it up I lift up my two arms and shout "I'll be there dad. I'll help you serve others so you can finally go home." And then I jump. Thats where I got my scar Cause I fell down They send me to hospital but he never came I was hurt but what hurts the most is knowing that all you have been believing for so long was all lie He has a new family and he didn't choose us He choose to leave us And from then I vow myself not to talked to him ever again.