I'm trying to love
Myself

To put me above
The rest
I truly deserve
The best
If I continue hate
Myself
I will forever wait
For love
For someone else
To say
That I've made
Their day
I don't need
This ****
But I'm so used
To it
I fall into
This hole
Where I give up
My soul
The pain
I feel
It's horribly
Real
I'm so insecure
From years
Of not facing
My fears
And being alone
Out here
On my own
Out here
I don't know
Anymore
What you want
Me for
I pick you up
Off the floor
And come back
For more
I don't think
You'll be
Ever here
For me
It's hard to
Know
Should I stay
Or go

So

I'm trying hard
To love
And put
Me
Above

You*

(C) Pixievic 2016