Where would I rather be, you ask? Nowhere I know is better than home. Nowhere I know is home, as long as home is someone I know.
Do I deserve better? Do I really deserve better than not sleeping because I am talking to myself? Do I deserve sanity? Do I deserve the insanity that comes with leading a life without you? What was it like before you?
On a long scale that life and the universe make together -- I divide the time between before you and after you. Or should I say since you?
Maybe I love you because I'm afraid to be alone. Maybe I love you to be alone.