Cause I'm in some rough headspace, But only in the state of confusion, Saving all of the ******* for later Then each time getting a bad result, It's not my fault, I will forever and always be a prison, Kissing doesn't help, She told me what was my mother like, And I said just a twisted version of me, Then she asked about my father, I said i didn't have one but guess that's every Black boy's dream, And it's also not easy being 18 years old, With no job and disfunctional family, Now you see, With a swift pen, I write poetry, To escape the harsh reality Of even being on this planet And people that have special needs, And what I need is a non purposeful life To have meaning, Now let's talk about you cause It's enough about me.