isn't it sad how your friends aren't your friends anymore?
how the people you spent every moment with are now nothing more than distant stars,
how your memories and inside jokes have sunk to the bottom of the ocean,
how--
how?
i didn't mean for us to grow apart. i didn't mean to stop calling, to stop loving you all
you made me feel whole and confident and able and funny and wanted
and now we're nothing more than ships on the same sea waves, sea floors,
see, it just doesn't feel right because one of us is missing,
and we never thought that "till death do we part" would ever come true.
come on, did you expect us to last forever?
i did, if only because endings rip my heart in two
two months can make the whole difference and we haven't talked in forever and i barely know you anymore
i know that this is life and i should get used to it, but
somehow, after all of the storms i've-- we've-- weathered, loss still hits me like a ship to an iceberg
and i'm sinking, and all my friends are dead and gone