I tried to resist for so long,
I did! I promise I did!
But the grey will not fade

And the clouds will not part,
For more than a moment,
Before thunder returns

And the pain is constant,
As the tapping on my wall,
As the dark when night breaks day,

And it breaks me again,
Shatters my mind so I cannot
Even think of what words to say

And though I cannot write with ink,
I must write with my blade,
Or my blood.