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Jan 2016
11:11pm- i'm making a wish right now. i wish he loved me.
11:12pm- i wasted another one, he's never going to love me again so what's the point?
11:42pm- i can't stop thinking about him. i replay his laugh in my head.
12:16am- i wish i just told him. i had the chance right in my grasp. next time.
1:37am- i can't sleep. i want to call him. it's never really over, is it? i still have a chance...he could still come back.
2:03am- i have made a mistake. my breath reeks of ***** when i call you and you can probably smell my drunkenness.
3:16am- i called you three times. you didn't answer. i wasn't expecting you to. remember when you used to answer all my three a.m. calls? i do.
5:52am- i feel faint. i think i'm going to pass out. i can't breathe. i stepped on the broken glass of the beer bottles i smashed on the floor after trying to drown you in them.
2:26pm- i just woke up. my head is pounding and there is dried blood on my feet and knees where i collapsed in your memory.
7:00pm- you should be coming home from work right now.  i still set you a place at the table of our small studio apartment.
8:47pm- you never came home.
9:15pm- i wonder what you're doing right now..do you miss me?
11:11pm- i wish he loved me.
(e.s. "24 hours")
erin
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   Samuel Hesed and The Dedpoet
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