I'm sorry I can be bossy and somewhat manipulative I'm sorry I'm so demanding I'm sorry I can be so negative I'm sorry I hurt myself I'm sorry I've hurt you I'm sorry I'm such a crybaby, making a such a big deal about nothing I'm sorry I can't just keep my mouth shut I'm sorry I'm so bad at helping you I'm sorry I can't put myslef back together I'm sorry that you're going through what you are I'm sorry I can't stay clean I'm sorry everything is confusing I'm sorry I can't be strong I'm sorry I cried myslef to sleep last night I'm sorry I ran out of tears I'm sorry I'm so numb and empty I'm sorry I can't pick myself up and continue on I'm sorry I'm not skinny enough I'm sorry I can't do anything right I'm sorry I'm not perfect I'm sorry I gave you any idea that I'm worth your time I'm sorry I wrote this I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so so sorry
I just want to feel something other than fear and numbness