it is not that we are far away but there is this stilled candor that there are spaces, gaps, turns and swerves that we cannot close.
as in a star in its throne will remain to be lit in diadem of white, cannot be touched or you in your silence with the drone of such tired machine: moon's all round and all i saw, yet not always the visible, encircled in flesh and without so much question, the mind's a quicksilver marauding to motion all things except your own parasols bending to such airlessness, and to make tractable, this unstable mirage
of you, fulminating in such bright auroras persisting within the day when you arrive not with hands but with chains, machineries and not bones, no such lissomeness of skin love-hewn but walls, not the earthen night but only brindled silence like the world whispering ssmething close to the ear not love but pain.