I regurgitate lifeless sentences. The breathe I draw can barely keep wind. Everyone is waiting for a scream. That I say is not present. Nor filled with sed distraction from truth. I have waded through muk and grime. Loved it at one time I suppose. These stained hands remind and reminisce. And the echo continues.. Laughing in my face. His face. Grinning. Spinning. Lasting. It's a wonder I am... Still... Sane?