Break a cup in the sink Shatter the glass Pick the biggest, sharpest, best piece. Run the water put the point against my skin against the blue vein. Press. Make my hand bleed from holding Make my wrist bleed from pressing. Pull. Create a line and pull some more Press some more. Make the blood come. Watch it flow until vision is black. Colapse. Mom or dad, it doesnβt matter find me on the kitchen floor. 911. Am I dead? Or barely alive? Failure either way.
I have problems. This is the latest idea... Writing down the idea makes it less likely to be done.