I roll a joint
forget the world
there is no pain now
there is no hurt
I fly in the sky
and I swim in the sea
as high as a bird
there is no one but me
I float in the clouds
I take the step nine
wonderful world is beautiful
I can feel my own mind
my heart beating in peace
away from the sick and diseased
there is no one but me
yet I think I see it all
only for a moment
maybe all of it is wrong
but it feels oh so pretty
like a mellow song
pulsating through my veins
oh look, I'm young once again
I'm there once again
in those summer days
old and golden
I think I am escaping
I no more feel broken
I hear the gods
I hear the words once spoken
I have this thirst in me
hunger for an ocean
I want to drown in rain
and Eat upon each star
there is nothing in the mirror
not even a scar
I think I understand heaven
I certainly can see no hell
I think I have found the key
to be locked away from myself
I can even taste the autumn
the grey of the gloom
and I can dance in the sorrow
and see the flowers bloom
I see the black and white
and everything in-between
colors dancing through a prism
in more colors than I've seen
I pretend I was never dead
and I shall live till the day I die
butterflies whispering in my head
of all the truth and them lies
I see beyond the realm of order
into the chaos and its madness
I can feel the silence of the night
and touch a stars emptiness
not a king but nor a slave
I see meaning in every page
all the black lights fade
I no longer need a cage
I am truly at one with
all that I've known and there is




























how long have I been speaking?
**** man, I'm ******, no ****.