It hurts to breathe and oh my god I thought I meant something to you But I can't sleep at night There are puddles in my eyes. You opened up a book full of mysteries and pictures of better days And I fell in between the pages Mesmerized and lost in the clear skies and dark shadows I was amazed and intrigued by this new world you opened up in a matter of a few pages I never wanted to leave And I wanted to have a thousand forevers in that paradise But soon the clear skies turned into gray and it started to rain The rain turned into hurricanes and it never stopped I thought I had found my better days but it turned out that I was just in the eye of the hurricane. The raging winds and roaring storms left me breathless and torn Now I don't know how to make myself better I don't know how to be whole I don't know what I've become All I do is play the clear skies and the parts where it felt like I mattered over and over in my mind When your words and my heart intertwined like our fingers, inseparable by any storm. I thought your words were the only truth I needed You held me close and I was so lost in the haze that I didn't realize you put me in the middle of a storm You crushed my mind, my sanity, and my heart You ******* crushed me and left me to glue myself together I can't find all the pieces They must have gotten lost in those winds I don't paint clear skies anymore It hurts to breathe.