I want to end it all. Let my eyes close one last time. Take one last fall;as I end it all. Will I have a ball;before I end it all. Should I go shopping at the mall;before I end it all. Perhaps I’ll make one last call;before I end it all. Will I take more time or stall;before I end it all. As I end it all will I say I saw my life flash before my eyes. Will my body heave out one last sigh. Will somebody say oh my;when I end it all. As I end it all will I cry. Will I tell everyone a lie. Say I’m fine;before I end it all. Or will I smile at everyone and even say I’m great. Shakespear said to be or not to be So I ask myself to end it all or not to? Will I leave a clue For everyone I knew A love letter for a selected few? When it’s finally over will I say whew? Will it start all over new? Or will god look at me and say “I’m through,with you.” Or will he say you have a lot left to do. Will I look down at the world and say nice view. I want to end it all.
I call this an ADHD poem but I guess it's really called a slam poem